Annoyanced the queen bee is so annoying i swear ….always wants bloomin attention cant do anything without her moaning all the time. Irritating i swear.
December 23, 2006
December 19, 2006
Dear God
Dear God
Today was worse then yesterday ..well i guess i never cried today..so far that is. I sit here in my room well not my room (occupied by me gran now) so technically speaking i have no room, and think to myself man i wish i was out there doing something fun. Fun doesn’t necessarily mean sex drugs and rock and roll….but just having freedom to make choices just to be free for a while..Today i thought of how people judge so easily on appearance, why is is that everything now a days is about looks. Perception of beauty is so deluded, i also thort about my spelling. At time si feel very random i have so many thoughts in my head that i need to write it all out thats why i a writing to god every day..well trying to every day about my life, it may not be important to anyone else but its important to me. Anywho, work was the same, not very intersting ..it never really is….no one intresting at work i like the girls i work with mainy mellisa and abby and lorraine. I am going to miss my friend melissa when she leaves. Shes a real nice person, someone who alwyas lisents to you…thats hard to find in people…many peple say i dont realli litsen which i admit i don’t at tymes but thats because some people are just boring anyways melissa is going to leave in january i reali dont want her to its onli fun cos she is there …just chat to her on msn all day at wrk its jokes….i take the piss out of her at times the way she speaks like she got a cockney accent its funny….lol…..shes a good lass. Then thers abby shes reali cute,,,shes vey girly and childish which i like about her and very kind…..shes from leeds….i dont know why she alywas goes for the wrong type of guys thou a bit like me…i reali hope she finds a nice good looking guy who will treat her reali good….she s alot like me when it comes to guys …she tends to get bored of the nice ones who are good for you and attracts the bad ones who are right dickheads…dunno why….but i reali hope she meets sumone nice who she won’t get bored off. Cos well to be honest everyone wants that special sumone,, i know i do…humm gonn go now….speak to you tomorrow x